I began writing this series, Post Tenebras Lux, for the purpose of offering the only thing I have to give those who are weary, grieving, and hopeless, including myself: hope. I have learned that when someone is processing through grief and trials, it is good to let them say whatever it is they need to say without offering immediate answers. This song feels very much like a therapeutic biblical counseling session, where the celebrant is asking the congregation questions of how they feel and what they desire.
Sarah Broady
Post Tenebras Lux: The Dawning of the King
Christmas is the epitome of post tenebras lux. If you’ve followed this series, you know this phrase means “after darkness, light.” And the Christmas story is the true beginning to the rest of our story.
Post Tenebras Lux: Just Wait and See
Post Tenebras Lux Series: Anchored Hope
The next song in our Post Tenebras Lux series is a song by Matt Papa and Matt Boswell called “Christ the Sure and Steady Anchor.” Listening for the first time, I couldn’t help but think of how our recent struggles with the effects of autism made me feel like a tattered boat with torn sails, like the first verse describes.
Finding Light In the Darkness: Refuge for the Weary
Sometimes we see our hope clearly in a brightly lit moon and joyfully anticipate the arrival of the sun. Other times, we have to remind our despairing selves that the sun is still there despite clouds or storms that hide it, or distractions like wind and lightning. The sun is still there. And so, we sing. Part 2 of the series, Finding Light in the Darkness.
Finding Light in the Darkness: Songs for the Weary, Grieving, and Hopeless
I’m introducing a new series focused on hymns and singing: to walk through songs of worship that the hurting heart needs to sing, the aching soul needs to feel, and the cracked, dried lips need to utter. Some of these songs were new to me at the conference, and I’m so excited to introduce them to you, or remind you of their truths if you already know them.
Persevering Together To Perfection
The new device will help my son be more aware of himself, his actions and words, so he can communicate better, conduct himself in socially acceptable ways with others, and as a believer, become more Christ-like. But I’m not off the hook just because I’m a neurotypical person. More than the frustration my son feels with therapies and resources to make his life better, I felt like this tool was a sanctification device that maybe we should all use.
Your Story Matters
We need community. But true community takes shape when the real living people in that community share their lives with each other. We create order out of chaos when we share our stories. When you share your story, you are sharing hope.
As the Mom of a Son Who Has Made So Much Progress, Where Do I Fit In?
Because of the progress my son has made, I don’t know where I fit in anymore. But I still want to share the hope we have.
Tomorrowland: The Stealer of Joy
We’ve got enough to deal with today without worrying that we don’t have all the questions answered for our children’s future. But don’t let the anxieties of the future steal your joy for today.
We Can’t Control Their Behavior, but We Can Control Our Own
We can’t control what our kids do or necessarily how they do it. We certainly can’t control their responses. But we can control our own.
Running in the Rain
When he joined cross-country, one of the meets required that he run through a creek. Inside, I was terrified. I didn’t think he would do it. I knew he could. I just questioned if he actually would, and if so, would a meltdown ensue?
Adjusting How We Parent as Our Kids with Disabilities Grow and Gain Skills
I used to make choices for him, and that’s what we did. Now, he’s learning not only what to do, but making the choice to do it himself.
A Reason That’s Good Enough
We struggle to have all the answers our kids want. It is a reminder of how I fight against God sometimes. I cry out for answers. But God says, “I AM” and that is enough.
When Home Is Found or If You’re Still Waiting
“I’ve been looking for a place,” she said. “For people who get it. For people who will really understand us.“
How to Have Peaceful & Meaningful Conversation About Disability
The best way to have meaningful conversation about disability without being offensive is to be slow to take offense.
The Strongest Strength
There is hope. And if you are His and He is yours, you have everything you need—you have the strongest strength because of His great love you for you.
How I Feel about My Son’s Autism
I don’t always know how I feel about my son’s autism. But I DO always know exactly how I feel about him.
What If You Knew How Much You’re Loved
I desperately wanted to hear my son tell me he loved me. There’s a sort of affirmation and confirmation in those words. When they say it themselves, not just repeating it back to you like a parrot, it’s like you know they mean it, because they chose to say it.
And then one day, he did.
When a New Season Is On the Horizon
Maybe you’re wondering about changing course for your own child(ren). Maybe you have fleeting thoughts of something different, even if it’s something you don’t like, such as homeschooling. Maybe you see other options, but they’re not as convenient or fun or accessible, or desirable in any way right now. Let me make a couple of suggestions that might help you through this period of wandering and wondering.
Avoid Feeling Overwhelmed by Autism Awareness
Do whatever you need to do to feel like you’re doing your part, but also know that doing your part can be as simple as living your every day life with your family.
The Day Sesame Street Made Me Cry
What if the kids at school that made fun of my son for scripting and acting out a lightsaber fight had already seen somewhere else during their formative years that just because someone plays differently doesn’t mean it’s bad, or wrong, or weird, or freakish.
The Best Answer to the Question “But Why?”
“Because I said so” often isn’t a good enough answer for Sarah’s son Sam. But is it good enough when we hear it from God?
Mom Guilt Over the Siblings of Kids With Special Needs
I know that for every “I could have loved him better in this way” thought, there are a thousand, “I DID love him in this way” moments. Focus on what you can do now, rather than what you could have done more of, or better.
When You Really Don’t Want to Fight the Good Fight
It seemed to never end. But we had to keep on keeping on. So what motivated me to keep on keeping on when I so badly just wanted to run and hide?
Run Your Own Race
Are you running your own race? Or are you looking behind you to see where everyone else is in theirs?
More Than I Can Handle
Even though we do experience hard, hard things in life, more than we can bear at times, we are not without hope.
On Upcoming Transitions and Not Feeling Strong Enough
Sarah reflects on upcoming transitions for her son and realizes they aren’t strong enough. But God is.
Encouragement for the Doubting Parent
Maybe you made some mistakes today. So did I. Perhaps you wonder if your decisions were mistakes. You’re not alone.
Taking Autism Awareness to My Son’s School
When opportunities arise to better the situation, take advantage of those times, even if you think the answer might be no. It never hurts to ask!






























